HOT CROS BUUUUUUNSSS!
To start, i need to be clear with myself that this isnt a complaint. This is just me trying to set the path right.
Lately Ive been feeling the crappiest teacher in the world. People keep telling me Im not, but they arent in the classroom. I dont know why this is happening. I know a good lesson and I know I aint doing that.
I want to understnd why, because most days I feel like changing lanes and doing something completely defferent. Here are some reasona why I feel this way:
- I only teach groups/levels that Im not comfortable with. I like teaching adult beginers. I know Im supposed to be able to adapt. But it’s really hard to do this when there isnt enoigh time to think about what Im doing. And this is another point.
- I dont have time to do anything for myself! I barely have time to do work things even less when it comes to things that I like doing. I like planning lessons.. Im not planning then anymore… And this is another thing thats bothering me.
- Im delivering lessons. No matter how many times the AD may say it, I am not planning lessons.
It feels like a super huge snowball…
I need to hang in and leave!